Sunday, June 12, 2005

Recently learnt quite a number of things. DOTA and Pool. haha.. mmm, its nt bad la.. but still sucks at them. basically i am the lousiest among all.. Actually certain things not that bad if u are willing to take the first step out to try and learn. Used to hate hero maps. Used to find pool/billard quite meaningless (also find that gals play may seems a bit "chu lu") but maybe because that time(first year in poly) just started so i nv see much gals playing.. now i see a lot.. so no harm trying. maybe its the company so i find it fun.. I wanna try all again!

Been disappointed in certain things too.. Mmm, back to the same thing "if cant do it, dun give promise." i dun knw how others feel but personally i feel very disappointed when pple do not keep promises(no matter its important or not important.) I dun really lik the feeling of u are so enthu to doing certain things then last min cancelled it.. Friends still ok but for bf i think i will set a higher standard.. I knw i myself may not be that perfect too cos certain thing eg. i says i wan go swimming but i also cancel it the net day but normally i will add a term behind "provided i can wake up the next day" so i guess i did not really promised to go..

If really wanna argue, i can say its not ur fault so u do not need to take the reponsibility.. But i dun wan to involve other pple in it.. so i say i understand that. end up i am angry and nothing can be resolved because time cant be turned back. because if the same thing happen, i will still say go ahead.. Since result will be the same, i dun get it why i am still so bothered by it? Maybe beacuse this is really not the first time? maybe also because the agreement/purpose of that night question is the reason of the promise..

dun knw if i am unreasonable or not..

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|12:27 PM|


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