Sunday, August 21, 2005

Hmm.. Sometimes i think i am very lazy.. too lazy to dress myself up. I go to office without make-up most of the time. So sian, wake up so early feel so nua where got the mood to do so.. So i am pretty amazed by those pple who can put on thick make up to work.. But i did try to dress more better la.. Not too lok cok.. I thik unless my work starts int he afternoon or else i dun have the mood for the rest of my life? Only at times do i put on la.. when i feel very happy in the morning which is rare.. I look worse (very ugly) when i hit home. wahaha. With my spec on, T shirt shorts. But i think thats the most comfortable outfit bah. But i thik i am lazy til too extreme liao.. haha..

More amazed with pple who can dress til very very pretty when they just gg to yishun neighbourhood or chalet.. Mmm, maybe the goals in life is different. What i think is- I know i am not ugly or I think i am to the extent of acceptable looking, just that i dun bother to doll myself up everytime, so when i walk on the street, i feel ok with myself. Why do i need to dress so well let others see/ attract attention? The person u need to attract is ur bf/husband. Not others. So dress nice when u go out with him. Unless u are single la then is ok bah. But not to kuang zhang.. So long as i know i can be pretty if i wan too just that i dun need to do that, then i preety heck care whatever impression pple see in me. But of cos what i say here is applicable only to neighbourhood area la. Go chiong or shopping like that. Cant make it la. PPle will get scared to death by my looks.

What i cant stand most about some pple is, they tend to criticise other pple looks or size when they themselves arent really that fantastic. If u know u are looking normal then why keep saying pple yucks or eek when u see their photo? I personally think they look ok wah. Though not that pretty but not that ugly til u react that way right? How will u feel if pple see ur photo and they react that way? It will be so hurtful lo. At least its is for me. So I seldom crisitise pple appearance unless very extreme case like the "ru hua" in Wu Zhong Xian show. If u are an actress or actor then i will lo cos ur job is to let us see ur face. wahaha.

Hmm, i also think that for me la. I dun know how others feel. But i think I always have a period of time when i feel i am ugly and a period when i think i am quite pretty. hehe. So now i am in the ugly stage. Sometimes just dun know why when u finished applying ur make-up and dressed up, u still feel the same like nothing much has changed. When u tried different clothings on but u still seems not nice. haha. So i will get pek chek til i dun even put on much make up when i go chiong. Because there is nothing i can do since i still look more or less the same as thats my ugly stage. haha..

Anyway too much crap.. today had a nice dinner with Mr Hong group of friends. I dun know why although i am not that close with them but i always feel very comfortable with them. I enjoyed all outings with them. Though its short and simple dinner but the laughters received has make my Sunday seems short. Glad i went. hehe. Their group may not be very strong bond (since its quite big) but they seems cosy together. I cant find a word to describe. haha. at least i guess that they are friends who dun always have arguments and they are quite chin chai(thats why they have less argument, i guess). Its pretty sian to be in a group who always into cold war or arguments. Thats why peacelover group, if u notice, the pple in it are less stubborn more chin chai pple and more willing to give and take bah. Right Miss Yeo? Thats why we never has any big argument in our near ten years friendship. hehe.. I know i am quite stubborn. But at least i am quite chin chai and i always give and take. So i balanced that factor. So i belonged to the peacelover side. wahaha.. Actually i really dun like to keep arguing with frens de. I left a fren and i really left very heartlessly (becos we two are really best fren in everyone eyes) cos i dun like that kind of feeling when u need to please someone everynow and then. Tolerate her getting angry with u when u mix with other frens when u perform better than her when u talk to other pple. Mmm, so lesbian..

Alright got to sleep le. Zzzz. Blog again nxt time.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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